Ballad of a Tin Man (Dear Julia)
Original Title "Joe's Lament". Love rushed in I Gave you Love and lust Kids, marriage and stuff To build a life on I gave you me And everything I had Everything I will ever get All for you baby What was mine was yours I don’t know when the ugliness crept in From an endless well Like a virus from dirty, rotten pits In hell Like a psychopath Looking planning The attack Mental pathological Putting things in place Pinpointing the weakest of my defenses Then the onslaught began You turned me upside down All I did, I did for you Your frown and freezing Glances and dances Had me black and blue so long Dear Julia I was joyless I was hurt Heavy hearted and wretched My chest was fractured Brain was minced Eyes winced I became a tin man Dented and cracked Oh man! that hurt Hollow inside Rusted and blackened No heart Moving to a brand-new day At least I think I can Meeting new people With a good heart And something to say A new life needs to be sewn Leaving the darkness behind For now Dear Julia I was joyless I was hurt Heavy hearted and wretched My chest was fractured Leaving the darkness behind For now
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10/12/2018 07:37:51 pm
They say you are only supposed to accomplish anything on an every other day basis. For example, if you are practicing a song, you're not supposed to do it for five straight days. You need to give a whole day's rest. You need to rest your voice. Not only that, you are supposed to make a vow of silence on days when you are not singing. I think it's going to work this time. Now that I have discovered this wonderful technique, I am going to apply this in all my day jobs. I will work twelve hours today and tomorrow I will just play with my son the whole day.
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6/4/2019 06:55:39 pm
I don't get why everytime I sit in front of my computer, I get reminded of all the reasons that seem valid, why I want to kill myself but we all know I am too chicken to do it. I heard cases like mine don't ed up in morgues because we are all lame. The ones who are supposedly manic are the ones fearless enough to actually push through. Now a question suddenly pops out from my head. Is this about a guy again? How come there are like three or four humans in my life right now whom I love so dearly but I still can't get that feeling of not being alone.
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7/7/2019 10:09:57 am
She makes me laugh. I think I am beginning to look forward to it everyday. Isn't this what I kept asking God for the longest time? I am looking for something to look forward to, a reason to smile, a reason to want to wake up in the morning. Oh how I love her. I am no longer afraid to say it inside my head. I wasn't very comfortable before but today I came to realise I have been very good with loving someone from a distance and I am content just trying to make him happy in little ways. I wish I could give more but I don't even think she is interested.
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8/13/2019 02:23:00 am
I really need to catch up on my reading and start watching films. It's my only chance to exercise my starving brain. If I have all the time in the world these are the things I really wanted to do. I want to read more books. I feel my comprehension skills are affected when I stop reading. I also feel that all the movie version of books are cool so I really wanted to watch first and when I like what I saw, that's the time I read the book or comics version. The two are really different. If I have to watch the film then read the comics then read the book, I will do it in that order.
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9/24/2020 05:34:49 am
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