Psychedelic Eyeball Crimping: I will go out the same way I came in

Psychedelic Eyeball Crimping: I will go out the same way I came in

unfinished?


Suffocating, dark, blind and damp. Why can’t I move. I can’t even see. 
My arms are atrophied
Like a straitjacket
Around my body
Or stuck in muck under a wall of bricks.
I am covered in fluid 
Sticky viscous fluid
Underneath I can feel a firm but not solid foundation
I might be able to maneuver a little bit if I focus on the underside of me.
What is this and why can’t I remember how I got here?
Blackness surrounds me
I could let go, stay here and be dead in a week
A calm feeling suddenly drapes itself over me.
The temperature here is wonderful and the firm surroundings and fluid are strangely soothing and comforting
There is no need to do anything, really 
I will go out the same way I came in……